I guess it's pre-travel phobia againn.. I don't like to pack my luggage; i'd rather do other things first than packing. But in my heart, I know I have to do it anyway. It's not that I don't like travelling, I just don't know why this thought came. So confusing! Well... I have to be away for 6 days this time. Guess it's a mix of other feelings as well that caused all the negative thoughts to come. I'd pray for God to take "this" away from me...